I really haven’t blogged for ages. I would say its a result of all the things i have to do this holidays but then I remember that none of them are done.
I’ve been at my schools ISCF Camp which has really been awesome for me. Being able to just have fellowship with some of my closest friends and make new ones. If there’s something I’ve realised recently its that I want to want God. Like idk how to explain it but I was reading crazy love (yeah im still reading) and i guess I just want to want God. I want to be one of those people who just want to know more and want to love more. It’s sorta weird im praying for the wanting to want but idk. (im not meant to be blogging now but i just thought of the most amazing comparison so im letting myself off the hook unless this takes more than 20mins)
I guess what im saying really badly is that I want a relationship with God like i have shoes. I didnt remember how much i really love shoes until yesterday I was at DFO and brought a pair of heels and legit omg fell in love. Im obsessed. I was crazy happy yesterday at the perfection of these shoes but even today as i think about those shoes im excited and still crazy happy (if not more so) Something Ive learnt recently is that your relationship with God should be like that in the way it grows more and more everyday and the way you want to know everything, you want to just enjoy His company. (Apparently thats how you feel when you love love someone? idk i aint making a comment about that but if its true i’ll be lonely with lots of shoes!!!!)
I know you probs think im crazy but i will forever be obsessed with shoes! JUST LOOK AT THAT PEFECTION RIGHT THERE!
On this slightly crazed note, x xx Jo (hopefully i’ll be posting more often soon cos i think you are instore for a few crazy weeks as school starts again and its the midst of assessment period)
